Monday, November 30, 2009

On "The Road"

"He knew only that his child was his warrant. He said: If he is not the word of God God never spoke."

I’ve been a fan of Cormac McCarthy’s novel “The Road” ever since I listened to the audio CD several years. This Pulitzer Prize winning novel enthralled and engaged me in such a surprising way. I felt myself swept up by the beautiful suffering of the title characters, The Man and The Boy. It was the type of book that I may have picked up and put back down because of the exorbitant amount of exposition but hearing it read aloud made all the difference. It made me ache for these characters and as what often happens when I glimpse greatness feel just slightly envious of Cormac’s talent and ability to create such a rich world.

When I managed to snag a ticket to an early screening of “The Road” directed by John Hillcoat, I wasn’t hopeful. How do you take a hauntingly beautiful film about a man and a boy struggling to survive in a post-apocalyptic world and turn it into an entertaining movie? The answer is simple. You hire a talented writer like newcomer Joe Penhall who stays loyal to the story but adds his own touch. You enlist an Australian director with a strong vision. You eschew celebrity stunt casting and instead hire actors like Viggo Mortensen, Charlize Theron, Robert Duvall and newcomer Kody Smitt-McPhee and voila, you have a haunting portrayal of survival, love and hope and the lengths a father will go to protect his son. Viggo as “The Man” and his son, “The Boy” walk along the road we flashback to the beginning, when an unnamed event (perhaps nuclear, as everywhere seems to burn) though the explanation is never distinct. We learn that humanity as we know it has fallen and survival is left to those who are stronger, faster and possess weapons.

As “The Man” makes a plan to lead his son south to a warmer and hopefully kinder climate, he must protect his from son from foraging bands of humans who’ve taken to cannibalism and other deplorable acts and prepare him to survive on his own. The cinemataThis is no New Moon (Thank God) and if you’re the kind of person who only goes to the movies to be uplifted than you may need to skip this one. It’s a little art housey but I’ve never been one to scorn a film for that. I think it’s a faithful adaptation and an enjoyable two hour escape.

After the screening, Viggo gave a talkback. I’d intended to write up a whole question and answer session regarding it but I got busy (or lazy depending on your definition) so I’ll just give you the highlights.. Viggo isn’t at all what I thought he’d be. He’s generally portrayed as serious, a true act-or! I figured he’d be sullen and disagreeable having to do press to pimp out his movie. I couldn’t have been more wrong. He was dressed in a suit jacket with his long hair combed neatly and the kind of presence that made you wonder why he isn’t a bigger star. His passion for this project was evident and he was insightful, funny and handsome. If I hadn’t already had a crush after seeing “Eastern Promises”, I did now! Viggo spoke of his process, of having live in that depressing world using thoughts of his family and friends and his own son to delve into the emotions of that character. He also praised his co-star Kody, for his talents, offering an anecdote about how unswayed kids are. He said they were on set with Robert Duvall and Robert remarked to Viggo how impressive Kody was. He agreed then later asked Kody what he thought about Robert. With the wisdom and innocence only a child could have, Kody said, “The old guy? He’s not bad.” Viggo said that he hopes to work with David Cronenberg again, the man who helped him earn critical accolades in “A History of Violence” and an Oscar nomination in “Eastern Promises.” He said there’s even talk of a sequel to “Eastern Promises” which makes me excited since it’s my favorite role of his to date. Q&A’s never offer anything truly insightful. But it was fun, for me at least, to see an actor I’d always perceived as one way to be something entirely different.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving


I want to talk about the turkey. I recognize that vegetarians are passionate about the death of any creature, big or small. I myself was once a pseudo-vegetarian but still sadly never gave the turkey a break. Still, it bothers me when my veggie loving friends (mostly via facebook) feel the need to make me feel guilty about what I'm eating. I don't need to know every detail about your tofurkey and I won't shove any white meat down your gullet. It's not like I'm going out and killing the bird in front of you so save the guilt trip. Okay, I'm jumping off my soap box.

Thanksgiving has always been one of my favorite holidays. It's Christmas without the pressure. The Brit, obviously cares little for this American holiday, which is why I'm so happy twin sister is here to help celebrate. It's our first Thanksgiving living in the same city and I'm so excited. Twin power activate!

This has been a tough year for a lot of us, myself included. I've defintiely had my share of successes but also some disappointments. It's easy to whine about what we're not thankful for. The banking crisis, unemployment, the ongoing wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, or the fact that Donny Osmond won Dancing with the Stars. But there are so many things to be thankful for and while it may be cliche, these are just a few things that make me thankful this 2009.

My Brit, twin sister...she's super awesome, an amazing cook and is so supportive. My Mom, my biggest fan and a true survivor in every sense of the word. Glee, Flash Forward, Chai tea, Barry's bootcamp, My writing talents, Movies that inspire me, Great books, So You Think You Can Dance, my new apartment, friends that stand by me through ups and downs, my optomism, Dexter, The Good Wife, nights on the town, the beach, the past, and knowing that I'll never give up on my dreams.

I hope you take a moment to be thankful for all the wonderful blessings you have in your life.

"So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. so often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done. " Marian Wright Edelman

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Up in the Air


Weird that my first blog back would be entitled Up in the Air. Kind of a metaphor for the way life has been. I know I've been MIA but sometimes things gets a little wonky, (to use a Brit expression) and it's usually when you least expect it. Life is funny like that. It gives you a swift kick you in the you-know-what and you've gotta find the courage to kick back. Hard.

I've always loved blogging. I'm no Perez Hilton (thank God) but I got a kick out of sharing my journey with the few people who do visit frequently. When you have a blog, you open yourself up to complete strangers. You invite them in to kick off their shoes and settle in, while you share the ups and downs, which are common when you're trying to break in to Hollywood. And I love that. But sometimes, there are things you can't share or don't want to. If you're Brangelina the paparazzi make that difficult. If you're l'il ole me, you just give the blog a break. It was important for me to take a step away, regroup and get back in the saddle. So I'm back and saddling up. And if you're still stopping in to see what's up, thanks and keep coming back.

I'm sadly no longer writing for "Cold Case." It was an amazing experience and I learned a lot. I know I'm a better writer for it and I loved seeing how the room operated. Every show is diferent but it was a good place to start.

While I'm not on the show, I am still writing. I will get another job and anyone who knows me, knows that when I set my mind to something, it happens. So I need more original material. I'm working on a pilot which is challenging, to say the least. I'll be glad to be at the stage where I've written my first pilot and am starting another one. Because it's a process that's so new to me. You're not just creating a world characters and an interesting story. It's setting up something unique. It's fun but a process that requires a lot of time. Good thing I have plenty of that.

I'm also working on a top-secret project that has my writer juices flowing (sounds dirtier than I intended). Needless to say, I'm inspired and that feels good.

I'm not ready for the holidays to be here but until I invent a way to slow down or speed up time, I'll have to make the best of it. We're spending Turkey Day here and we'll head back to Kingsville for Christmas. Mom can't travel now so we won't be spending it on the West or East Coast. It's my first Christmas not in NY and I'm a little sad. But it's really more about family so I know it'll be an awesome time.

In between writing and bootcamping, I've also been catching a lot of great movies and I'll be blogging about some of them soon. So many great films have come out or are coming out, it has me hopeful. I just wished they didn't release all the great ones in a span of two months. Um, we like to see good movies in the summer time too. Also, if you're interested, you can check out my review of the awesome new film, "Up in the Air" starring the always handsome model lover George Clooney. Be sure to leave a comment after the review so everyone knows how awesome Poptimal (and it's writers) really are.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

"The Big Fan"


Let me preface this review by saying that I may not be a huge sports fan, I'm a huge sports movie fan. I grew up in Texas so football was a rite of passage. My Dad LOVED the Dallas Cowboys, win or lose and they did a lot of both in his lifetime. I became a bit of a basketball freak in high school, at first to impress the boys and then because I really truly loved the game. My sister and I followed the Spurs but like most fans, loved the Chicago Bulls. Having been born in Chicago, we felt it was acceptable to root for them. We watched them win several championships and knew the starting lineup by name and sight. So imagine our surprise when at a theatre conference our senior year in high school, the Charlotte Hornets were staying in our hotel. Matt Geiger and some of the other lesser known players were really kind which seems only natural considering we were extremely sweet and cute high school girls who giggled whenever we passed them. But then we spotted BJ Armstrong, who had helped the Bulls win three of their titles. After much deliberation and argument, twin sister finally gathered the courage to approach him for an autograph. A true fan, she had her pen and her notebook. But when she approached him and said "I'm just a really big fan. I'd love to get your autograph," did he say "Thanks, that's so sweet." Or "Glad you know who the hell I am because since I left the Bulls, my careers in the toilet and I'm lucky to score two points if they even let me off the bench." Nope. He kept talking to the clerk, made no eye contact, ripped the paper from her hand, scribbled his signature and handed it back to her without so much as a thanks. End of hero worship in that moment. But I never stopped loving movies about sports. Seen 'em all.

A long intro to a movie review but I understood (if only to a minor degree) the love of the game and it's players that is portrayed in Robert Siegel's "The Big Fan." The fan in question is Paul Aufiero, (played by comedian Patton Oswalt, who proves yet again that comedians are equally adept at drama) is a thirty seven year old loser who lives with his mom, works taking tickets at a hospital parking garage and loves The New York Giants more than life itself. Paul's such a fan of the Giants that after a chance encounter at a nightclub leaves him beaten up and hospitalized by his idol Giants QB Quantrell Bishop, Paul still refuses to sacrifice his love of the team. Not for money, family or a better life. It's maddening but you actually understand who this guy is. Oswalt's performance is nuanced and painfully real and the supporting cast delivers especially his equally sad sack best friend Sal, played by Kevin Corrigan. Paul's family, a typical Staten Island brood could have been cliched but seemed grounded in realism. This wasn't a movie I can say I loved. But I certainly didn't hate it. It was entertaining and interesting. I enjoyed the performances and I thought the heightened level of tension the director created was great but I felt it could have delivered more, especially for Paul. His character was heartbreakingly real but I wanted him to experience some sort of growth or revalation at the end of the film and I never got it. He was the same loser we met in the beginning. Still, I think for a sports fan, it's definitely worth checking out. After reading the reviews, I have a feeling that this film is going to get lots of buzz.

At the screening we attended, director Robert Siegel spoke. Siegel wrote the Academy Award nominated film, "The Wrestler" and it was interesting to hear how the process occurred with The Big Fan being one of his first screenplays and getting him on Darren Aronofsky's radar. While the Wrestler took center stage, it would be another seven years before he could make the Fan and that was with strong interest from Hollywood. While I admired his efforts, I thought at the Q&A he trivialized both the challenges in writing a good story and directing. Like the recent article by Josh Olson, I felt like this was week of hearing successful writers make light of the craft and endeavor their achievements as something that only happened because tehy were truly brilliant. Yes, they are talented but somewhere along the way someone gave them a break. I'm certain there are some naturals out there but once you're on the other side, you should recognize that not only are you talented but you're incredibly lucky. You made it and people are looking at you to guide them. I felt like as a director he was there to talk up his project and impress us with the passion he had for it and instead he talked down to his audience. Of course, there's no way of knowing if he was nervous or jet lagged or maybe just sick of answering the same old questions but it made me like his movie a little less. I think the movie was relevant to me, especially after reading these articles and seeing this Q&A because whether it's football, basketball, or screenwriting, fans are what got you where you're at. And long after the lights fade or the credits roll or the stadiums empty out, it's who you are and what you've given back to those people that really matters.

She's BAAAACCKKKK!

I have, I believe used that same headline in a blog post after an extended absence but since no one really reads this damn thing anyway, who the hell cares. At this point, I'm almost certain that my beloved fans and followers have given up on me. But my own sense of self-importance forces me to believe at least one or two people may still stop by to see what wisdom I have chosen to bestow upon them. Where have I been? Working hard for the money. Who knew that being a TV writer were so dang time consuming? Writing my free blog just isn't a priority any more but I do miss it something awful so here I am at 2am on a Saturday.

How's "Cold Case" you ask? You didn't ask. Well, I'll tell you anyway. It's awesome. It's long hours and lots of work but I'm definitely not complaining. I feel like I learn something new every day and I know that I'm growing as a writer just being surrounded by all of these amazingly talented and intelligent people.

My episode will begin breaking soon after being delayed due to an unexpected trip to Texas after my mother got ill. Not just a cold ill. Like hospitalized in the ICU ill. Some scary stuff. She's doing better for now but I'm on a mission to get her out here to LA where I can help her out and visit when she gets sick again (an inevitability with her condition) and it won't require a two hour plane ride, four hour car trip and a stay in a motel to do it. Of course, It means navigating the twisted and often unscrupulous world of the health care system but I deal with Hollywood people so this should be cake.

I hadn't blogged about it but I now have an agent as well as a manager and am officially a member of the Writers Guild. If you had told me a year ago (which is now almost a year since the workshop began) I would have thought you were crazy. But it goes to show that good things can happen and dreams do come true. I'm going to post a review of a movie I saw but I'm excited about writing my first episode and anticipating our upcoming season premiere "The Crossing" on Sunday, September 27th at 10pm (EST). Set your TIVO'S people!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Alive



I am indeed alive. It's been almost five weeks since I began my job. Wow! Time flies when you're having fun. And I'm having a blast. Of course it's also incredibly stressful and fills me with fear on a daily basis. But maybe that's a good thing. I left Texas and then New York because I didn't want an ordinary safe life. My old job was fun and easy but it wasn't challenging me, pushing me to discover new things about myself or teaching me things I didn't know. And guess what? There is a lot I don't know. Crazy huh?

It's still too early for me to feel I can offer any advice that will benefit the few of you who still stop by. Hopefully after a few months that will change. For now I'm learning each day and trying not to screw up.

Twin sister is living with me and it's awesome. She's doing the job hunting thing and when I arrive home, weary from a long day at the office, she's got dinner on the table and a bottle of wine open. It's a good life. With the Brit being away for the summer, she's a lifesaver.

We do dorky things like watch "So You Think You Can Dance" (I vote, don't judge!) go to Power Yoga and see movies no one should pay $14.00 per ticket...yes, I'm talking about you, "My Sister's Keeper." After four long years apart, it's nice getting to do all these things we'd talked about. I'm so excited she's here and keeping me nourished (and inebriated!)

This weekend is jam packed. There's a double feature on the horizon- Public Enemies and Up. There's bootcamp and yoga and a much needed hair cut. Two..yes, two barbecues and some sleep and if I can squeeze it in, hopefully the beginning of a Wire love affair. It's the way I feel our forefeathers would have wanted me to celebrate. Happy 4th Everyone!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Hip Hip....


Months have gone by and I've been mum on what's happening on the old career front. Call me superstitious (go ahead, I dare you!) but I didn't want to talk about it until it was a sure thing.

And now it's official. I am STAFFED! I am officially a staff writer for the TV show "Cold Case." It almost doesn't seem real as I type it. Each day has been tension filled. Checking DeadlineHollywood for pilot news, what got picked up, hoping it was the show I met on. It was a whole new ballgame and one that surprised me because I thought acting was stressful. But now it's all over and while it would be nice to relax before I start work on Monday, I have a lot of preparation to do.

I'm sad to leave the day job I've had for the past few years. I worked for an amazing family and while most people were telling their bosses sayonara and never looking back, I feel nothing but gratitude for a job that allowed me freedom to write and create. But even they understand just how big of a deal this is. And their support makes it even more satisfying.

It's been a long road, folks. I know there are people who might disagree but I've been trying to make things happen for a long time now. I always dreamt of having a career in Hollywood and I know this is only the beginning. For so long, I thought my destiny was acting. I even worried that it'd be bittersweet when and if I admitted to myself that acting wasn't what I wanted anymore but I've realized that dreams change. Believe me, I know what's in store. Long hours, big expectations and having to prove that I belong. But we all know, I LOVE a challenge.

The WB Writers Workshop was the only reason this was able to happen. It doesn't matter how talented of a writer you are, you need a way in. This was one hell of a way in. I would have never gotten a manager, or half the meetings I got. I would never have been staffed. NO question. If anyone is hesitating in entering this year, I say stop hesitating and start making that spec sparkle and shine.

Twin sis has been in town and along with the Brit, we celebrated properly. They even sent me flowers!



Now it's time to get down to work. I don't know what's going to happen but I'm excited about the possibilities. I'll definitely let you know how it's going.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

The Mane Truth


The lovely and talented Stella was kind enough to extend an invite for a free hair treatment from Phillip B. Due to a snafu, I got product sent directly to my doorstep. Check out Stella's blog to see my extended thoughts.

Twin sister arrived this week and I told her about the products. I warned her that the Russian Imperial Shampoo was so amazing, she was only allowed to use only use it once during her week long visit. She thought she'd be sneaky. You know how I can tell she's been using it daily? Because it smells like heaven. It's the best shampoo ever created. Hands down.

Head over to Stella's website and check out the review, then pick up some Phillip B shampoo. Your hair will thank you.